不要骗我 (Ah Mei)

七点半,你打电话说不能回家吃晚饭. 可是我在等,锅里饭在焖, 又是一个人的夜晚. 你说这个礼拜公司需要你去加班, 说这是应酬,还不是藉口, 我看你不要再隐瞒. 不要骗我,说你爱我, 这份感情我还珍惜. 我知道你很辛苦,每天忙碌. 虽然我知足,却不想装糊涂, 我真的看到你跟她一起. 欺骗我自己,欺骗你自己, 为什么还要在一起. 从没有关心,也没有爱情, 只是为了方便吗. 偷了我的心,耍了我的情, 为什么你还不反省. 试过睁一眼,假装看不见, 我要对你说再见. 你说做个女人应该为男人著想, 不要太好强,不要太多梦想, 这是个男人的世界. 可是你心里应该明白, 你只要你的自由, 应该不应该,把你的爱情收起来. 但是我看到你跟她一起. 这就是骗就是骗自己,骗来骗去结果还是害自己. 为什么还要在一起,也没有尊敬更没有爱情. 你是怕过一个人的生活,只是怕面对一个人的寂寞. 只是怕没有人爱,没有人管,没有人关怀. 为什么你要这样做,嘿! 是不是你看你爸爸从性你妈妈这样做. 不要做,看了就学会去做, 可是你不要犯同样的错误. 下一代犯了同样的错误, 没什么难没什么困难, 只要你对你的良心付费.

A song which I like very much. =)

Mmm. . .

What’s the defination of happiness?

For me it’ll means being carefree, that has no burden or even people which bother you. . .
Being at ease regardless of where you’re, what you’re doing. . .
Being contented with what you have. . .
In additional if able to bring simple joy to others too. . .

A smile that never fail to light up the face. . .
Is that so hard to achieve?

Mmm. . . . . .
Need to forget it, perhaps then everything will be fine.

01012008

Good bye 2007
Welcome 2008

Another year zoom by.
What have I done over this year?
No achievements. =p

Well stay happy that's all i could think of at this moment.

Mmmm. . .finally cut my hair short. Not really that short but at least chop it off le.
Today is a brand new day.
May this brand new year
Kick off with happiness filling the air
With smiles betowning on everyone
Health across the world
Last but not least be content and live simple.

O^_^O

Beautiful Dream

It's a beautiful dream
A sweet sweet dream
Candies everywhere
Floating with no burdens
But the reality is calling
"Child you've to wake up!"

The departure
The saddness
Twinkling in the eyes
Tears swell
Bluring the vision
Rolling down the cheeks

Fading sweetness
Only rain is comforting the little child.

Faith Trust

Faith and Trust sound alike. But upon lose, it's hard to recover. . .rebuild

Without faith, you ain't capable of doing anything.
Without trust, you're a selfish human being.

Faith
Allows one to complete a mission which is impossible
It makes one feel confident
It makes one looks forward

Trust
The basic relationship btw beings
One which build on trust
Feels love
Feels happy
Feels content

When the nights fall, it's the only time i've for myself. Spending some quiet moments to reflect on my life and enjoy the peace which hardly can find in this growing up process. I like the cool serene night which it offer, listening to the zomming of the vehicles, the sound of inserts and the soft cool winds blowing . . .

Perfectionist

How to be a perfectionist?
Someone who makes no mistake. Possible? I’m thinking. . . Hope to be one if there is . . . I’m disappointed with myself. When I see the ugly side of human beings, I forget I can be like them too. Am I behaving the same manner? One really forget their goal when too contented, forgetting what’s their purpose of living, the real meaning behind it.

Life may not be simple but we are. . .
Let all mountains rivers forests beasts and men worry about themselves
Let the snow wind rain and thunder come while we continue to walk our simple path . . .
By being simple and content. .
We will see rainbows at the end of it. . .

How true it is. . . jus be unaffect by them, you'll be fine.
(*^_^*) that’s seem to be what I’ve been for the past few days.

Buzy

Been Busy with work lately, becos it's another brand new month plus DEC!!! The festival season. . . don't feel anything at this moment. No atmosphere. Mum ain't feeling well, hope she will get well soon especially in this kind of rainy season.

My cousin going to depart for her 5 weeks adventure this Saturday 8th Dec. It's a school trip just like the exchange programme. Sometime I really admire her courage and determination but not her stubborness (jus like me, Oh Dear!). Well becasue of peer pressure and her wrong thinking, now she's as thin as those bamboo stick that we use for drying cloths. Seriously, so thin that whenever she steps out, people will stare and comment. She doesn't even take it to heart when they stare and point at times. Yet I know she does care deep within her. But her courage to walk out and study, buy her own things and live on as normal makes me look up to her.

Me facing only a small problem yet I wish to turn away and run. Haha. Silly right? A gal who's 2 years younger than me, someone who lead a role moral right in front of me. Yet I'm not learning. . .

Okay, a big news in my life. Korkor is my brother now. Finally accept this fact. Thank u. =>

Mmm. . .Ms Yeo sick - both yeo sick and rest at home. Poor thing. Get well soon ladies cos the christmas is round the corner. There's many to do. . .haha. Merry Merry. . .

Smile like there's no problem
Live like there's no tml
Life is short.
Enjoy
Treasure
And. . .Jus Be Your True Self.