Heavy Body

Been working for the past few days physically. Body pretty tired but still alright in compare to others.
Yea fortunate. Sometime we should make a comparsion with others than we'll find that we're much more fortunate.
Or else most of the time we'll be complaining and grumbling.

Life is really "wu nia"

Begining & Ending of Life

Tonight I saw a toddler who just had her 1st birthday on this earthly world.
A little girl who is barely reach your knee cap, is walking unsteadyly, moving left to right as she walks her way through the people. Everyone is brighten up with the babyish behaviour of her. Couldn't speak a single word, there she goes "blah blah ar ar" to one and other as she stumbles her way around. Speaking in her own baby language which none of us could understand. Yet she brings smile to everyone. The smile that connects ALL. Everyone is been turned on by her.

That's the truely pure action with no hidden motive. A begining of new life that what I saw in her. A begining of a long winding road ahead of her. One that's she has to walk and learn her way with each growing moment.

While at my home, I saw the ending phase of a human life. Old, sicken with unbearable pain that most of us couldn't escape from when we reach that stage. Which eventually surrender ourselves to the darkness.

"When there's a begining, there's always an ending."
On the note of that, I'm filled with mixed emotion.

Seizing

Seizing the day.
The most important thing is to tell yourself that you know what you're
doing and that you see the bigger picture.
We can't change what has happened and in life there are just circumstances
that you can't control.
So just accept them and move on.

Fragile

No one can stop you unless you stop yourself,
No one will push you unless you push yourself.
The choice is yours.

Quote by JJ Lim

Resume my duty . . .
Knowing it's the right choice
Yet many time, i stopped my footstep
Not knowing how should I carry on . . .

At this moment, I only have 1 wish. That's to spend more time with my parents.
Life is so fragile
So precious
How long will they still be with me?
No one can tell me.

Birthday

Thank you very much ladies for celebrating this day wth me.
1st the Twin Yeo
2nd the sisters
3rd my family

I'm so fortunate!

What's U?

A cover?
A fasle front?
A liar?

No one knows
Only you will know

I try to understand
But guess it's useless
Thinking thru, why should I?
Knowing the truth always hurt

Given up many things
Nothing matters much now
A dancer without soul
Love me or leave me alone

Vesk Day

It's public holiday today! Most people tend to sleep in late. Well, I woke up early and finish my routine before going off for Vesk day celebration.

Vesk day. A yearly celebration. It's the last time we're going to celebrate there. Thoughts of moving, makes me feel sad. I will miss the old place. Definately will. It's where I grew up. It's where I had a happy childhood time spent. It's where I had my first solid meal. It's where I knew a great person who taught me alot. It's where I learnt how to be independent. It's where I learnt how to stand up after each fall. It's where I had lots of mixed emotions. It's where that makes me feel alive.

Yet it can't be there forever.
Nothing is forever. I always love to say that. Cos the surroundings happening shows me the fact.
We're moving soon.

Things change for better or worse, one do not look back.
One has to try and adapt to the changes.

I'm just glad to spend this day once again at this beloved place.