Countdown

Countdown to 2 more days.
Consider all pack and ready except to bring my heart along.
Left a few more pieces to dump into my bag.

Thinking back when I start planning this trip, it's way few months back. This past few months has it's up and downs. It's not easy. Cos who knows what'll stop you in the track. I can't see what's in front of me but I know what's happened in the past. Not turning back le, but looking uncertainly what's ahead. Just want to do some thinking peacefully. . .

Mmm . . . a bit waste - won't bring wearing the set of clothings that I bought during the shopping trip with the Twin Yeo. Still it's okay, I'll still get to wear it. Office is bit messy and worried cos all are new faces. What to do? Pray they will make it through.

My friend KY, envy he went overseas study for 1.5 years. Nice. . . mmm . . . . smile, too tired to smile. Too tired to do anything.

Well, saying goodbye. (*^_^*) It's been some time I use this smiley face. May the rainbow shine and last after the storm.

Uploading

Whew. . . Finally manage to get the pictures upload. For once I'm proud of my moblie camera. Muak thanks to it that I manage capture those precious scenes. Though I still dislike it because it can't Zoom nor it's able to capture sharp picture since it's a Walkman means for playing music. Well . . . at this moment I shall stick to this till I find a suitable camera.

Ping

Ping A Frog in Search of a New Pond
By Stuart Avery Gold

It's a book that similar to Who Moved My Cheese? I do like that book. Right now still have reading it. I hope I can finish in time and truly understand it because it's pretty "Chim". Haha. Right now I keep fearing that I can't finish all my stuff. Not enough time. "Time is not on my side." This sentence sounds familar, spoken by someone I knew. . . All I know is hopefully whatever I did will be fine.

Some of the quotes from this book "Ping"

The most meaningful journey to take is the one within.

Who can guess that precise moment when your world is going to change?

It's hard to let go when fear lurks inside you.

Be ever mindful of the Way, paying attention to the seen and the unseen.

If the path you travel has no obstacles, it leads nowhere.

Attitude equals altitude

An instant of realization makes its home in a quiet mind.

Listen. Can you hear it? Can you hear the voice of your heart?

To be awake to choice is to be awake to transformation.

To change the future, one needs only to change the present, and that anyone's real future begins with a triumphant commitment to the present.

Article

Came across an article recently in the newspaper. . .

A grow up lady who did some gumbling about life when she went back home to her mum. Her mum put 3 pots of water on to the stove and put on the fire. 1st pot - her mum put a hard solid carrot. 2nd pot - an egg. 3rd pot - coffee beans.

After an hour of boiling. The 1st pot which contain the carrot turn soft. The egg in the 2nd pot has turned into hard boiled egg. The 3rd pot - a nice brew pot of coffee.

Her mum then ask her daughter which she wants to be in life? To turn into a soft and weak as the carrot or Harden like the egg? Or to turn into a favourly brewed coffee?

In life, there's many things we have to go through. Whatever the outcome is - we can choose ourselves. Which do you want to be?

HairCut

Cut my hair pretty short this time. Still not use to it yet. But at least it feels cool. Current hairstyle - school gal type. Feel slightly weird but waiting for it to grow out.

Mood low. . . Silence probably is what can best decribe me now. Hanging on, hanging on to a thin thread.
Thinking. . . .

Working Working

Lately been working continuosly over the week till I feel stone. Not me but almost everyone also look stone. Hopefully this will end and we all can have a break. Yaya last day today, sad to see her go but she'll be back to teach so still will get to see her. . .

Thinking, almost thought my brain ain't working anymore. But guess it still thinks once a while. . . Silence greets me when I'm in deep thoughts. Suddenly unsure of what's ahead. It's look blur. Foggy.

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what's past is past.
Shhh. . . .
The silence of the night is peaceful
Finally I can be myself for a short while. . .

Sick

Rose and awaken to Body ache and fever this morning. What a bad way to start the week. In the end, can't fight my body and rest at home. Spend my day sleeping almost the whole day due to the drowsy medicine. Not nice cos the medicine make me feel weak. Never really like to take it when i've no choice. Must have caught the cold yesterday. Pray that my health will recover and be strong. Cross my fingers.

Talk about choice. . .Thoughts float in my mind.
Heard from Yaya - it's buzy day at work guess so since it's monday. This week have to work the whole week due to wine fair over the weekend. Then it will be yaya last day Next monday. Can't bear to see her go but only then she'll be free from this heavy work. Sigh. Never mind.

Ta ta ta . . .Wow. Thanks Daffy and Diana for the gift where it's sitting on my office table now. =)

Unsure what to say but i've a wish - to pick myself up after the fall. To chase after my dream. There're many things I want to do but 1st of all I need to pick myself together. Lol . . .