＂我的人生＂

＂我的人生只有两条路。要就干紧死，要不就活的精彩。”
By a 23 year old handicapped guy who played piano with his toes.

Goodbye 2010

Year 2010 has gone

Things has ended.
Another up and down year has gone by.
I've been through tears and laughters in the year.
Some things I've lost and gain
What's lost, it can no longer be recover
What's gain, it's there for us to treasure
Yet what's lay ahead it's still unknow. . .

As age catches up with me, I learned that things wont stay the same forever.
Hence, letting go as much as I can.
Though I can't say I'm carefree till the stage that nothing bothers me.
I do have my negative period and thoughts, which I'll disappear for awhile.

During this 2010, I've seen many things and personalities of people.
People who do things for the benefit of themselves.
People who only cares for themselves
People who are baised
People who has two sides
People who are cunning
People who are truely kind
Unforeseen things that happened.
The tough process of building a new place

Few are good which are hardly exists.
For a brand new year 2011,
I only wish to be more strong and wise.

Move

Be stronger my friend.

This is the reality.
It's the fact that you can't change.

So be strong
Be braver than others
Show it to everyone
That you can do it.

Shed no more tears
Move Move Move

Angry

Definately I'm angry now. But what can I do?
Just walk off? I knew I can't do that.
There're a lot more things I've to face.

Thinking of that, I really do not know what to do.
The worst has yet to come.

Heavy Body

Been working for the past few days physically. Body pretty tired but still alright in compare to others.
Yea fortunate. Sometime we should make a comparsion with others than we'll find that we're much more fortunate.
Or else most of the time we'll be complaining and grumbling.

Life is really "wu nia"

Begining & Ending of Life

Tonight I saw a toddler who just had her 1st birthday on this earthly world.
A little girl who is barely reach your knee cap, is walking unsteadyly, moving left to right as she walks her way through the people. Everyone is brighten up with the babyish behaviour of her. Couldn't speak a single word, there she goes "blah blah ar ar" to one and other as she stumbles her way around. Speaking in her own baby language which none of us could understand. Yet she brings smile to everyone. The smile that connects ALL. Everyone is been turned on by her.

That's the truely pure action with no hidden motive. A begining of new life that what I saw in her. A begining of a long winding road ahead of her. One that's she has to walk and learn her way with each growing moment.

While at my home, I saw the ending phase of a human life. Old, sicken with unbearable pain that most of us couldn't escape from when we reach that stage. Which eventually surrender ourselves to the darkness.

"When there's a begining, there's always an ending."
On the note of that, I'm filled with mixed emotion.

Seizing

Seizing the day.
The most important thing is to tell yourself that you know what you're
doing and that you see the bigger picture.
We can't change what has happened and in life there are just circumstances
that you can't control.
So just accept them and move on.