April

Be calm in arguing; for fierceness makes error a fault, and truth discourtesy.

- George Herbert

Laugh

Laugh when you face people who dislike you, they are only jealous.
Laugh when you face stress, it will soon be over.
Laugh when you’re embarrassed, it’s creates a life story you can tell.
Laugh when everyone else isn’t, they’ll want to be able to laugh like you do.

No Longer A Child

I'm no longer a child
But an adult

Someone who should think twice before
Acting or speaking

An adult who has ownself opinion and decision
I need to focus and move on
Not just standing at the crossroad again

Putting on my thinking cap
Looking around me
I saw the reality
But nothing I can do about it

Only to remind myself not to become like them
Not to lose my focus

Trap

Step by step
I found myself walking right into your trap
The darkness envelope me once again
The familiar chill from the coldness surround me

Step by step
Forgotten my dream and walk into your trap
Lacing with hope then disappointment
Once again the familiar emotion come back


I've been sick and down almost 1 week. Caught the virus from mum I guess. Well, doesn't matter. It just take time to heal. Haiz . . . What's wrong with me?
I've been thinking but nothing conclude from it.

Smile

Smile my dear old frenz
It has been a long time since I saw your charming smile
It has been a tough period for you.
But believe
There's always a rainbow after the storm

(@^_^@)

Minor Head Injury

18th Nov 2011, a day that I'll remember . . .
Awake at 3am, I fell asleep on the recline chair in my mum's bedroom. I saw mum still fast asleep on the bed and got up to switch off dad's bedroom light before dropping myself onto the bed.

5plus am
I heard Mum switching on dad's room light asking, "dad, why I'm cover with blood?"
I woke up immediately and went to check out my mum. I couldn't believe my eyes, half of her shirt was soaked with blood and dripping trail down her pants. She was holding on to her left side of the head with a towel which still has some bleeding. She couldn't even stand still, waving a little with each step she tried to took.

Shock, unbeliveable. In front of her bed was a pool of blood which already starts to thicken that shows it had been there for some time. We immediately rushed down to NUH A&E. She was being stitched and discharge immediately.

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It's has been coming to 1 month since the incident. I nearly lost my mum that day. I've came to realized she's the most important person in my life. She is the one who stand by me all times, who taught me morals, who scold me when i made mistakes and who dotes on me truly with all her heart.

All I just want now is to spend more time with my mum and dad.
I don't want any regrets.

13th Dec 2011

要看破。不要怕苦。
美丽的东西都是假的。
就像那支真花一样，会枯萎的。

~姐姐