Spring Cleaning

Chinese New Year arriving soon. Oh OX Year. . that's my year but they said this OX ain't going bring good luck. A fierce OX. Oh dear. Job losses, Unpredictable weather, wars, diasters. What's else coming? I hope something not so bad.

Well, been doing spring cleaning. And even took leave just to help out because I'm the only child. The one and only which is spolit and pampered. Haha. Let see . . . the sofa, table cloths, bed sheets and foods are the only things left I guess. Hopefully nothing miss out. Don't feel the atmosphere. Perhaps just right after christmas, it's gonna be CNY. Watching the decorations change from white to red. Wosh. . . Haha.

Mmm. . .today nearly heart attach at work. Angry. But that's nature. Common thing that will happen. Haiz. . .trying to cool myself down and continue working. Tired. really tired after the incident. Energy all burnout.

Haiz. . .when you have been through enough, you will realise that nothing really last and worth to be upset for too long. Pursuing for things doesn't mean it will bring u joy. Simple is more. Don't ask for too much. Just be happy and healthy. That's what i discover lately. Life goes on.

Sleepy. . .really. . .Goodnight.

2 days more

Countdown to 2009: 2 days

Yet I'm loaded with works which i fear I couldn't clear it in time. Because it's end of the year. Because it's going to be another new month. Haiz. . .

Will I be able to complete it? How to be positive?
Telling myself nothing can will stop me
I'll try my best to complete the tasks.

Haiz. . . Still I'm human after all. I can be tired. With my daily routine it already took me half the day. I need to reorganise my time. Time management.

Looking back this year 2008. My health fails me. Keep falling sick and real sick till I laid on my bed. Especially it always happen to me during my peak period at work which is the beginning of each month. While at work, many new faces because one couldn't cope and keep hiring new ppl till now Christina and Lifen are stable and at their very best. At last I know now magnum is stable with them around not forgetting Angeline and Ang. TWG = The Wine Gallery - moving on to another 2 more outlets at Boat Quay and Tanglin Shopping Centre. Not Bad right? Haven't been to the last 2 outlets. And it has Daniel to overlook all these outlets. So me not in touch with Gallery much. Unsure their stuffs there.

An unforgettable 3 months break which I always dream and hope for. Finally happened for me in real life. Something I've learnt a lot from this trip. An eye opener. An experience which will in depth in me for a long long time. Uncountable ups and downs. The joyous laughters and harsh times, thick and thin. It's over in a twinkle of eye. Just like it had happened and just like it haven't ever been there. How strange. . . Loss of words to decribe. But overall I'm thankful for those who had made this trip happened for me. Those who encouraged me, those who made me stronger, those who taught me, those who build my strengths and weakness. In conclusion, 1 word "Smile"

Another 2 days, will there be magic?
I pray hard for it. (*^_^*)

Faith

Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.

Dance

Suddenly feel like dancing. . . To find something that has been missing. Been a long time since i last dance be it cultural or modern dance it has been close to 6 years. Bones already stiff. Ask me to spin, i wonder whether i still can do it. Haha.

Though i very much like to lost myself in the music, in dancing where i can release my extra energy, to forget myself, to immerse in the beats. . .

Sick, once again beaten down by sickness. haiz. . . what to do but to be on medication? Antibotics . . . argh something i dislike but no choice. Mmm. . . When will I recover?

Initally these few days my time slot are all fully booked but now I'm stuck at home. . .

Work

Been working lately, today and tml is Wine Fair. Holing myself in work but wondering my path of direction again. Feeling tired and lazy to go anywhere.

Festival season yet I dun feel the mood. Somehow counting down to CNY just wish it will come soon.

Now

There is no better time than now. The time to live is now. The time to dream is now. The time to imagine and forget the past is now. The time to shine is now. The time to bleed, sweat, and determine yourself for the things you want most is now.

30thNov "Joyous"

Today is a joyous day because my friend he has let go. =)
It has been 2 years since his wife passed away. Suffering alone with no one else who can shares his burden. His son who lives far away from him, only focus his attention on his Japanese Girlfriend and even has plan of migrating. His poor father who has just lost his wife and now worried about his son. A person who has carried his burdens and grieving the loss of loved one. That he even has thoughts of committing suicide. Many people console and encourage him but he can’t let go. Till today, he received precious words of encouragement – that I’m sure he will remember for life. I’m very happy for him. Because he had finally let go of the past. He finally find his direction in life. A hellish of 2 years suffering is over. I’m sure this trip will be a memorable one for him. May he went back home with a new life, a new goal, a new him awaiting ahead.

How true it is that there’s a rainbow after the storm. Can u see the beautiful rainbow? I did. I haven’t felt such pure joy for a long time. To see someone who has been in despair and helpless to a new person who has found his strength and direction. I’m really really happy for him. Thinking of this, I asked myself the same question too:” Have I let go?” =)

Remember “You can do it. You can overcome it.”