Sick & Down

Been sick for 1 week already. Feverish and weak since last friday till now. Up and down the temperature like the weather, rainy and sunny. Well, it scares me cos I really wonder what's wrong with me. Took almost all kind of medicine to bring down the feverish yet it just rise to 38/39 in no time. Scare my poor mum too. Haiz. . .Two days mc rest at home. Why it always happen on the beginning month when I've works to complete? What's wrong with me?

I'm sick and down. Unhappy. Unhappy @ work. I don't know what to do. Perhaps that's not the place I should stay anymore. . . Well nothing is forever. Trying to comfort myself. But still down. . . Confuse. Confuse over myself.

Stupid fever burn my brain, can't think clearly right now.
Haiz.