Working Working

Lately been working continuosly over the week till I feel stone. Not me but almost everyone also look stone. Hopefully this will end and we all can have a break. Yaya last day today, sad to see her go but she'll be back to teach so still will get to see her. . .

Thinking, almost thought my brain ain't working anymore. But guess it still thinks once a while. . . Silence greets me when I'm in deep thoughts. Suddenly unsure of what's ahead. It's look blur. Foggy.

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what's past is past.
Shhh. . . .
The silence of the night is peaceful
Finally I can be myself for a short while. . .

Sick

Rose and awaken to Body ache and fever this morning. What a bad way to start the week. In the end, can't fight my body and rest at home. Spend my day sleeping almost the whole day due to the drowsy medicine. Not nice cos the medicine make me feel weak. Never really like to take it when i've no choice. Must have caught the cold yesterday. Pray that my health will recover and be strong. Cross my fingers.

Talk about choice. . .Thoughts float in my mind.
Heard from Yaya - it's buzy day at work guess so since it's monday. This week have to work the whole week due to wine fair over the weekend. Then it will be yaya last day Next monday. Can't bear to see her go but only then she'll be free from this heavy work. Sigh. Never mind.

Ta ta ta . . .Wow. Thanks Daffy and Diana for the gift where it's sitting on my office table now. =)

Unsure what to say but i've a wish - to pick myself up after the fall. To chase after my dream. There're many things I want to do but 1st of all I need to pick myself together. Lol . . .

New galssssss

Wow. . . company has new staff - baby face carol, young and pretty Tiffany, friendly Christina, any one else wanna join? Haha. Me teaching Tiffany at the moment. She's a fast learner but me being anxious hope she can learn even more faster and be independent cos there're more little things to cover and to let her hands on. She can do it but it takes more time. So can't blame her, it's just the 3rd day. Consider fast learner le. Just that want to make sure I'll be able to handover clearly so it'll be peaceful during the period. Haiz.

To stay or leave? A question mark down there. Many things we always think way ahead and plan but not all things always goes as we plan and hope. So not going to think le, just hope to hand over clearly or else . . . Problem. haha. haiz.

Rainbow after the rain. Hope to see the rainbow after the rain. To able to enjoy the simple bliss. =)

Birthday

Yup. . .it's My birthday. .
A great day I would conclude. Initially, I woke up not feeling anything special cos probably i already had a cake & gift from dad & mum in advance. So I thought it would be just another ordinary day but to my surprise. There're many well wishes from my friends. Firstly, Jas msg slightly after 12. . .and then dear Yaya, HL Milk and Mk in the morning. My close Cousin RuRu & Jeanlyn. Daffy duck, Clouds, Jason, Mt jie randomly msg in the day. Guess what Leon Sim - my ex-classmate which I doubt he would still remember. But He did!

Well Ms Cutie HL milk bought a heart shaped strawberry cake and Ms Yaya - the Mac Milo for my breakfast. Poor Yaya had to do cleaning in the morning becos she spilled the milo. Never carry properly. But really thank you for the thoughts. Especially the Little Black Book. =)

When I reach my place at night, Mt, Bc and St jie gave me a little basket of roses. 6 pink roses with white little flowers surrounding it and the fern leaves as the background. Oh mine, it's beautiful. Sweet pink fresh roses sitting on my study desk. A pair of big roundish earing - i wonder will I wear it??

Not forgetting my close cousin gave me a pink casino watch. Perfect cos I'm looking for a watch too. Their mum give me her blessing which I really gladful for.

The late wishers are Mr Tan KY, Shakiah and Darren. Surprise really cos I remember not many people will remember my bday. There's 1 year - even my dear daddy has forgotten too. haha. Well really thank you for all my dear friends well wishes, gifts and thoughts. It's really the thoughts that matter. With that in turn I give my blessing to you all. May happiness follows everyone. =)

A Big Thank You

A Big Thank U for my Yaya

Thank U for the Black Book.
It's really meaningful, the best gift I have for this year. Guess whatever gifts I might be receiving won't be able to compare to this. I'll treasure it. It takes me 1 night to complete reading but I re-read it quite a few times. =)

Closing the chapter and leaving the past behind. There's a saying "To forgive and forget." Whatever has happended, it's already been done. Nothing can change it or turn back the time. Forgive and forget is the best thing. Lalala.

Time really fast, it's another new month June and another week. Mum is down - sick at home. Pray that she'll recover fast. Many people are down with flu, fever and cough. Sickness spreading in the air. Doctors' pocket are full and busy, patients are suffering from physical toll. . . pray hard everyone will stay healthy. It's not fun to be down with sickness.

Work . . . it's so hard to find a suitable people. Many turn up but not fit for the job. Those shortlist, never turn up for the job. Tough . . . Tough . . . Is there something wrong with the Feng Shui at work? Or else why people doesn't last long here. . . . I wonder why. . .

Thoughts

Walking round and round
Asking myself the qns"What do I really want?"

Deep in my heart I've the answer
Uncertainty, obstacles, doubts will be what I've to face
No doubt that's the way everyone go through

Looking around me, I realise something.
Time has passed too fast.
Youthful faces which I once look at have wrinkles all round, white streak running down once shiny black hair. . .Slow footstep replacing the fast pace.

Flower bloom and winther
Things wear and tear
People come and goes

Trying to treasure the time
To live with no regret
Live simple
Simple is happiness