Urs?

Every Saint has a past,
Every Sinner has a future.

What's yours?

Beautiful Lies

They say:"If you want to know the truth about a person, the last person you should ask is the someone him/herself."

When the unbelieveable become the most ugly truth, will you accept it?

So it's just a play.
A play that you've play so well that no one see it through
Putting tinted spects on everyone of us
Making us learning the hard way
I really wonder why
Of all your actions
A question probably I wonder never know

It has been a tough time
Making decision all times
Treading the steps carefully
Trying not to fall for the beautiful lies
But yet many fell for its. . .

Nevertheless, I wish you well.
Only hope you will mean what you said before.
"Just be happy as long as you don't hurt anyone."

Not unless it's just another beautiful lies.

Heart Sink

The day my heart sink
Sinking weightlessly into the deep blue ocean
No words can describe my feelings

The day my heart sink
I forget who I am
Forgotten my surrounding

Emotions overwhelm me
Right wrong Right wrong
My heart fell when I saw his disappointment in you
We all have high hope
Yet is it so tough?

Navie is the word I can think of
To believe in you
Letting it to be continue

I only hope the best for you

Cafe Cartel

Nice place that I've been with the twins but this time we went with our immediate boss. Intended to Be treated by Ms yeo but in the end our boss snatch to pay the bill. Pai Seh! Always ended up treated by him. . .

But we had a good gathering. Jokes n laughter. Nice to see the twins once again. Really envy their sister love for each other. Loving and caring. Unlimited care n love for each other. So strong. . . Guess no one can really break them apart. It makes me wonder will I be able to have such bond like them with someone I can be comfortable with?

Thinking. Wondering. Dreaming. Questioning. Pursuing?
Pursuing for something?
What will be that?

IT Show 2009

Been to suntec with the ladies on the 1st day of IT Show 2009. Wow, it's a huge turnout. So crowded that you have a hard time getting into the exhibit halls. Well I finally got a notebook which I always longed for. =)

Happy Yes but kind of regret because it's 2.2kg . . .heavy right, should have get something lighter. Mmmm. . . thinking back, I will trade in to have a labby but now obtained. Yet I'm still not contented. Haha. Human greed. Haiz. . . i've to be contented right? Cos it finally fulfilled my wish. . .

Before going for the exhibit, we went to this eatery call Loving Hut @ the Sky Garden Level 3. It's a vegetarian stall where there's no indication as the owner wants to attract non-vegetarian to try out the dishes. Mine. . . it's really unqiue. I love the veit/thai style. They use of herbs to create the unique taste that I've never taste any vegetarian food stalls outside so far. Cos mostly they serve the standard mee fen, curry, fried foods or the most classy food will be special local dishes. So this Loving Hut really hook me up due to the herbs. Hehe.

Will surely go there once again. . .

去年今日此门中
人面桃花相应红
人面不知何出去
桃花依旧笑春风

The Way

Show me the way
The way
The path
The road

Winding, left and right
Leading ahead
To the unknowing future

Running
Walking
Strolling
Carrying my tired body
Moving along the route
The route that I've started. . .

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!

Does Valentine's Day means u must have a date? Not really. It means for all. Not only those attached..

To all the couples, Wish U happiness Forever. .
To the Singles, Wish U find ur true Happiness.

Haha. . . This is the day where all the roses are the pricest and hold as the "Queen of the day." Well well, roses are beautiful but it withered fast and be careful it has thorns!!

One of my friend remarked that she prefer other meaningful gift rather than roses. Cos upon dry, it means for the rubbish bin. Quite true but somehow that's what ladies like. Roses or let's put it this way. Most guy think that will be the safest gift of all. No matter, it will not goes wrong with flowers. All gal like flower. Do we? Haha.

Haiz. . . Smile for a while but thinking did I made the wrong move? Making my poor friends worried and I feel bad to ignore them.

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Haircut

Think I'm gonna cut my hair short. How short? No idea. Leave it to the hair dresser. Too bad, I'm not cut for long hair. Keep trying to grow it long but it seems useless. So hard.

Might as well go for short. Let's see how it turn out.

If you want to run life with regret, you may end up doing very little. . .So don't regret.

Real

Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance, but in the heart.

Real treasure lies not in what can be seen, but what cannot be seen.

Real love lies not in what is done and known, but in what is done but not known.

Spring Cleaning

Chinese New Year arriving soon. Oh OX Year. . that's my year but they said this OX ain't going bring good luck. A fierce OX. Oh dear. Job losses, Unpredictable weather, wars, diasters. What's else coming? I hope something not so bad.

Well, been doing spring cleaning. And even took leave just to help out because I'm the only child. The one and only which is spolit and pampered. Haha. Let see . . . the sofa, table cloths, bed sheets and foods are the only things left I guess. Hopefully nothing miss out. Don't feel the atmosphere. Perhaps just right after christmas, it's gonna be CNY. Watching the decorations change from white to red. Wosh. . . Haha.

Mmm. . .today nearly heart attach at work. Angry. But that's nature. Common thing that will happen. Haiz. . .trying to cool myself down and continue working. Tired. really tired after the incident. Energy all burnout.

Haiz. . .when you have been through enough, you will realise that nothing really last and worth to be upset for too long. Pursuing for things doesn't mean it will bring u joy. Simple is more. Don't ask for too much. Just be happy and healthy. That's what i discover lately. Life goes on.

Sleepy. . .really. . .Goodnight.