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Good bye 2007
Welcome 2008

Another year zoom by.
What have I done over this year?
No achievements. =p

Well stay happy that's all i could think of at this moment.

Mmmm. . .finally cut my hair short. Not really that short but at least chop it off le.
Today is a brand new day.
May this brand new year
Kick off with happiness filling the air
With smiles betowning on everyone
Health across the world
Last but not least be content and live simple.

O^_^O

Beautiful Dream

It's a beautiful dream
A sweet sweet dream
Candies everywhere
Floating with no burdens
But the reality is calling
"Child you've to wake up!"

The departure
The saddness
Twinkling in the eyes
Tears swell
Bluring the vision
Rolling down the cheeks

Fading sweetness
Only rain is comforting the little child.

Faith Trust

Faith and Trust sound alike. But upon lose, it's hard to recover. . .rebuild

Without faith, you ain't capable of doing anything.
Without trust, you're a selfish human being.

Faith
Allows one to complete a mission which is impossible
It makes one feel confident
It makes one looks forward

Trust
The basic relationship btw beings
One which build on trust
Feels love
Feels happy
Feels content

When the nights fall, it's the only time i've for myself. Spending some quiet moments to reflect on my life and enjoy the peace which hardly can find in this growing up process. I like the cool serene night which it offer, listening to the zomming of the vehicles, the sound of inserts and the soft cool winds blowing . . .

Perfectionist

How to be a perfectionist?
Someone who makes no mistake. Possible? I’m thinking. . . Hope to be one if there is . . . I’m disappointed with myself. When I see the ugly side of human beings, I forget I can be like them too. Am I behaving the same manner? One really forget their goal when too contented, forgetting what’s their purpose of living, the real meaning behind it.

Life may not be simple but we are. . .
Let all mountains rivers forests beasts and men worry about themselves
Let the snow wind rain and thunder come while we continue to walk our simple path . . .
By being simple and content. .
We will see rainbows at the end of it. . .

How true it is. . . jus be unaffect by them, you'll be fine.
(*^_^*) that’s seem to be what I’ve been for the past few days.

Buzy

Been Busy with work lately, becos it's another brand new month plus DEC!!! The festival season. . . don't feel anything at this moment. No atmosphere. Mum ain't feeling well, hope she will get well soon especially in this kind of rainy season.

My cousin going to depart for her 5 weeks adventure this Saturday 8th Dec. It's a school trip just like the exchange programme. Sometime I really admire her courage and determination but not her stubborness (jus like me, Oh Dear!). Well becasue of peer pressure and her wrong thinking, now she's as thin as those bamboo stick that we use for drying cloths. Seriously, so thin that whenever she steps out, people will stare and comment. She doesn't even take it to heart when they stare and point at times. Yet I know she does care deep within her. But her courage to walk out and study, buy her own things and live on as normal makes me look up to her.

Me facing only a small problem yet I wish to turn away and run. Haha. Silly right? A gal who's 2 years younger than me, someone who lead a role moral right in front of me. Yet I'm not learning. . .

Okay, a big news in my life. Korkor is my brother now. Finally accept this fact. Thank u. =>

Mmm. . .Ms Yeo sick - both yeo sick and rest at home. Poor thing. Get well soon ladies cos the christmas is round the corner. There's many to do. . .haha. Merry Merry. . .

Smile like there's no problem
Live like there's no tml
Life is short.
Enjoy
Treasure
And. . .Jus Be Your True Self.

Play

Sudden have the urge to play.
Yes just simply play. Do things which interest me and indugle myself in any activities but work. Just wanna take my mind off from the unhappiness stuff which just keep happening.

Play Play Play - normally I don't play anymore but yet this thought comes to me. To go wandering and see the world. Perhaps it helps to open my sight to the surrounding which I'm so fortunate to have what I've currently and not to complain anymore.

Should I continue to work or no? A question that revolve in my mind. I definately need to work but . . .

Office Wave

My immediate boss left the company. . .Surprise? Yes. Cos no notice or anything and just being his last day yesterday.

Reality Reality. . .That's the life of working. Right now, I'm just waiting for the new boss to come in. This will be my 5th immediate boss. Working for 2 and 1/2 years, I've seen many comes and goes. No one stay long. If not for Ms Yeo, I don't think I will staying too. Been adapt to it but still at times, it can be frustrating when too many things need to be done yet no one can really help but making it worse when you tried to seek their help. Selfishness? Yup, can't blame. If you dont protect yourself, no one will cos they'll just think you're easy to bully.

Sad, I still feel it. Becos of yesterday and now this happening thing - I feel a bit numb. Guess I shouldn't be indulge in my emotion for so long.

Irony

How irony life is. . .

Looking back the past two years plus, so many things have happened. . . Yet it's all over and some things have just start anew. Time have passed, where we see each other more clearly of who's character. What we actually seek and how we act on it. . .

Regret? I do cos because misery has been created becos of me. Just dont wish to hurt anyone. Cos I know the pain one has to bear. If only human beings ain't selfish and ain't so emotionally. Things would be in peace.

Away

Been away over the weekend. Main intention is to rest. Yes I manage to get some rest, thanks to my dear mum who's willing to accompany this trip. Thank you Mum cos actually I never dream of us making this trip all by our own. Dangerous? Risk? Yup everything comes with a risk. Yet if you have the heart to do it, nothing will be obstruction to you.

Haiz. . . well well, rest physical but mentally something still bothers me. Can't get it out of my mind. Never mind. Oh last friday that show really scare me. Been long long time didn't watch horror show. That's really scare me. Haha. But still there's meaning to it. It also make me realise how fragile human being lives can be. How human being can be treat as things. . . Where eventually when you're dead, it means nothing. Nothing at all.

Treasure. . .

解脱 By Ah Mei

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Recently so much things have happened. The Sunday event, the exchange, the busy at work, little things that come along the way. . .

Unsure how to decribe the emotion i'm going through. But what's most impt now is really to pick myself up and move forward. To be stronger than ever and change myself . . . Time is cruel, once gone, it will never be back again. Don't really wish to miss out the precious time now. So much can affect us -human being but if only we can be unmove . . .

Well mmm . . . =>

Easy Difficult

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.

Easy is to talk without thinking.
Difficult is to refrain the tongue.

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound.

Easy is to forgive others.
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness.

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them.

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream.

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side.

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up.

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value.

Easy is to pray every night.
Difficult is to find God in small things.

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise.

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day.

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself.

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them.

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so as not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking and put it into action.

Easy is to think bad of others.
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt.

Easy is to receive.
Difficult is to give.

Easy is to keep friendship with words.
Difficult is to keep it with meaning.

Easy to read this.
Difficult to follow.

Lost / Gain

Today I lost and gain something today.

Happiness

If only happiness can be this simple.

I made this remark when I saw a person can be so happy just be grated to visit a place she wish to go. So Simple request. Is it because my wish is too high to acheive? Is it because I'm asking for the impossible?

Someone asked me: How do you define happiness? Being things in a simple way or able to obtain things you want? I'm speechless when the person asked me. Cos I think I know why. Only now do I realise cos all along I'm asking for the impossible which not only makes myself miserable but those who cares around me. . .

Disappointed, failure yup that what's I felt. Creation of happiness is behold of myself.

Reblog

I wanna to soar
I wanna fly
To Be who I'm really is. . .

Recreate my blog again. Perhaps sometime too many memories ain't a good thing afterall. Too much reminder. Another pass by, left 2 months for year 2007. Counting down to Christmas though it means busy period for company. Still I always look forward to christmas, do hope 1 day there's an opportunity to have a white christmas.

My dear gal recently drop a "bomb" in office, making a buzz for everyone. No one bear to see her leave cos she is a good good gal. Really, everyone can witness to it. Today Mr Marco comes by. He looks slightly change, hair color back to black and lose weight. He changes company again. Really dare to move about, but still not matter which company he goes - it still in the same industry (Drinks).

Mmm. . .me slightly down since yesterday because of the things I see. Though there's the saying assumption is not always the truth. Perhaps I've seen too many reality recently. Things that happen behind the closed door. Fake and real so hard to differ them. Till I'm a bit lost in between. Who to trust? Who to believe in?