18th Nov 2011, a day that I'll remember . . .
Awake at 3am, I fell asleep on the recline chair in my mum's bedroom. I saw mum still fast asleep on the bed and got up to switch off dad's bedroom light before dropping myself onto the bed.
5plus am
I heard Mum switching on dad's room light asking, "dad, why I'm cover with blood?"
I woke up immediately and went to check out my mum. I couldn't believe my eyes, half of her shirt was soaked with blood and dripping trail down her pants. She was holding on to her left side of the head with a towel which still has some bleeding. She couldn't even stand still, waving a little with each step she tried to took.
Shock, unbeliveable. In front of her bed was a pool of blood which already starts to thicken that shows it had been there for some time. We immediately rushed down to NUH A&E. She was being stitched and discharge immediately.
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It's has been coming to 1 month since the incident. I nearly lost my mum that day. I've came to realized she's the most important person in my life. She is the one who stand by me all times, who taught me morals, who scold me when i made mistakes and who dotes on me truly with all her heart.
All I just want now is to spend more time with my mum and dad.
I don't want any regrets.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Minor Head Injury
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Monday, September 5, 2011
Liver Cancer
Heard of Liver Cancer?
My friend had one and it's stage 4 right now.
Just receive news that he can only live for another 3-4 days.
Shock? Yes I am cos when I hear of him falling sick due to stomach pain was 1 month ago. It's only then he discover he has liver cancer. No signs before till he admitted hospital.
What can I say? To treasure my time and be happy.
Friday, August 19, 2011
Magical Journey
It's a magical journey I would say for the past 2 month. . .
It's originally supposed to be 1 month but with luck I extend it to 2 month. I'm really glad that i made it even though I nearly cancel the trip during the last 3 days before departure in June. It's not easy to been thru this times but I learn a lot . . .
I learn to let go
I learn that nothing stay the same forever
I learn not to take things to heart
i learn not to trust my heart
I learn to be truthful to others even though they are not
I learn that it's better to depend on yourself than others
I learn not to take life too seriously at times
I learn being happy is the most important thing at the end of the day
I learn to grab the opportunity before it's gone
I learn that though my trip has ended but my true journey is still going on, forever and ever, never stopping . . . =)
B&S I'm glad to have you guys and gals for this trip as time really passes better with your laughter
I will never forget the times we eat and eat. Days filled with chocolate ice cream, fruit juice, delicious home cooked food by "Very Nice Sister", Ah Hua, YaZhen and BigBaby.
The influence laughter by Ah Seng "HAHA HAHAHA", the copy king - Mr Water and introducing you another BigBaby - Mr Lim whereby Poor AhBee - who always been disturb by the guys by his mumbling speech.
Truthfully I'm glad being there, enjoying the daily non-stop work with them. All the best guys n gals.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Pursue
Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself in the future.
The past no longer is.
The further has not yet come.
Looking deeply as life as it is
in the very here and now,
the practitioner dwells
in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person who knows
how to dwell in mindfulness
night and day
"one who knows the better way to live alone."
Let go of what is past. Let go of what is not yet. Observe what is happening in the present moment, but do not be attached to it. To live in mindfulness.
"Hardships make us strong. Problems give birth to wisdom. Sorrows cultivate compassion. Those who have suffered the most will become the happiest – Daisaku Ikeda"
Saturday, April 23, 2011
In the Loving Memory of My Grandma
Aged 83 Departed on 17th Apirl 2011 Sunday 20:06 Sunday (lunar 15th of 3rd Month)
Dear Grandma,
From the day you admitted hospital till today burial, it has been 1 month.
Seeing you lying on the hospital bed suffering in pain has break many of your children and grandchildren hearts. Their hope of your recovery had been rises up when they saw you chirping happily away but never to their knowledge that it's the last time as you lapsed in and out of conscious and constantly in pain over the 3 week plus till you breathed your last breath.
I'm sorry grandma for not being by your side when you breathed your last breath. A 7 days wake might be long but after today we won't have any more chance to see you again.
How are you grandma? Knowing that you had left us forever as the thoughts of your new house at Chao Chu Kang Cemetery brings tears to everyone of us. The least I know we had accomplished the last task by completing the burial today.
Life is really short and suffering.
人生好苦，没意思。
Grandma, you had left us for another path but we will always remember you in our heart.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Goodbye 2010
Year 2010 has gone
Things has ended.
Another up and down year has gone by.
I've been through tears and laughters in the year.
Some things I've lost and gain
What's lost, it can no longer be recover
What's gain, it's there for us to treasure
Yet what's lay ahead it's still unknow. . .
As age catches up with me, I learned that things wont stay the same forever.
Hence, letting go as much as I can.
Though I can't say I'm carefree till the stage that nothing bothers me.
I do have my negative period and thoughts, which I'll disappear for awhile.
During this 2010, I've seen many things and personalities of people.
People who do things for the benefit of themselves.
People who only cares for themselves
People who are baised
People who has two sides
People who are cunning
People who are truely kind
Unforeseen things that happened.
The tough process of building a new place
Few are good which are hardly exists.
For a brand new year 2011,
I only wish to be more strong and wise.