I am only 21 when I know u

I am only 21 when I starts to know and understand u
An impossible thing that I never thought that would occur
But it happened.

As I walk along the road of growing up,
I learn and discover more.
Things that shock and disappointed me.
Slowly bite by bite I begin to realize
that I am only deceiving myself.

It's going to be 7 years.
I have waste enough time and tears
Time that has pass and gone forever
Tears that have drop and dry
Nothing can be retrieve

I have been waiting for nothing.